Not Today, Not Tomorrow, Not Anymore: Breaking Free from Fear and Anxiety

For too long, I’ve let fear and anxiety rule my life. It feels like I’ve spent years letting the enemy steal my peace, my joy, and even my purpose. But I have had enough. I’m finally at the point where I can say, Not today. Not tomorrow. Not anymore.

There’s a song that’s been playing on repeat in my heart lately, Not Today by Hillsong United. It’s such a simple statement, but it's so powerful. It’s a declaration, a line in the sand. And that’s exactly where I am right now. Tired of letting the enemy win. I’m tired of living in fear, anxiety, and worry. I know I’m not meant to live like this. You and I weren’t created for this.

Fear has been something that I’ve dealt with for far too long. The constant worrying, the overthinking, the feeling of being trapped by thoughts that won’t stop swirling in my head. And I know I’m not alone in this. Anxiety has a way of creeping in quietly and then suddenly, it’s everywhere, affecting every part of your life.

There have been so many moments where fear kept me from doing what I knew God was calling me to. Afraid of failing, afraid of judgment, afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone. It’s exhausting. But here’s what I’ve come to realize: God didn’t create me, or you, to live in fear. Fear and anxiety don’t come from Him. They come from the enemy, whose only goal is to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10).

The Bible reminds us in 2 Timothy 1:7 that God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but one of power, love, and a sound mind. I’m holding on to that truth with everything I’ve got because I know deep down, this is not how my story ends. Fear may have had a grip on me, but it doesn’t get to keep me. I’m stepping into the freedom that comes with trusting God, and I’m saying, no more. 

The enemy wants us to believe we’re stuck, that fear and anxiety are just part of who we are and that there’s no way out. But the enemy is a liar. God has already won the victory through Jesus, and fear has no power over us unless we give it to him.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the times I let fear hold me back. There were moments where I felt called to do something, but fear made me shrink away. I’ve missed out on opportunities, relationships, and growth because I was too scared to take that step. But not anymore. The truth is, fear and anxiety are just distractions that the enemy uses to keep us from stepping into the purpose God has for our lives.

God has a purpose for each of us, and it’s time we start living in it. I don’t want fear to steal one more day from me, and I know you don’t either. It’s time to claim the victory that’s already ours in Christ. We were made for more. 

Here’s what I’ve learned: living in the freedom God has for us doesn’t mean the battle with fear and anxiety just disappears. There are days when the worry still creeps in, but the difference is I’m not fighting it alone anymore. God is with me, every step of the way.

He’s given us everything we need to overcome fear—prayer, His Word, worship. These are the tools we can use to fight back. When fear starts to rise up, I remind myself of His promises. When anxiety tries to take over, I worship, choosing to praise God for the victory He’s already given me, even if I don’t feel it in the moment. And when it feels like too much, I pray, knowing that He hears me and is right there with me. 

God’s Word tells us over and over again that He’s always with us, that He’ll never leave us or forsake us (Deuteronomy 31:6). And in His presence, fear doesn’t stand a chance. The more I lean into Him, the more peace I find, even when life feels overwhelming.

Part of living in God’s purpose for my life means letting go of the things that have been weighing me down, fear, anxiety, and worry. It means trusting Him, even when I don’t understand how it’s all going to work out. It’s scary, but it’s also freeing. I don’t have to have all the answers because He does.

For so long, I let fear dictate my choices. But not anymore. God has amazing plans for you and me, plans for hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11). And no matter what the enemy tries to tell us, fear doesn’t get to have the final say. We’re called to live in freedom, to walk in the purpose He’s given us. 

So, when fear knocks at my door, I’m going to stand firm and say, Not today, not tomorrow, not anymore. I’m choosing to trust God with my life, and I know He won’t let me down. And that’s a promise I’m holding onto with everything I’ve got. 

Father, I come to You with my heart open, ready to release all the fear and anxiety that I’ve been carrying for so long. Help me to trust in You and in the victory that You’ve already won for me. Remind me each day that I don’t have to live in fear because You’ve given me a spirit of power, love, and a sound mind. Strengthen me to walk in the purpose You’ve called me to, and when fear tries to rise up, help me to declare with confidence, Not today, not tomorrow, not anymore. Thank You for Your love, Your grace, and Your constant presence in my life. In Jesus’ name, Amen.